Balancing babies, baking, bobbins and briefing - how hard can it be - in Bangladesh?
Saturday, 29 December 2012
It's so hard
This sleeping issue. I try to remain positive and calm but its just so hard. I dose off and one of the many people in the house makes a noise and that's it, wide awake! I just want the house back to silence. I am anxious about work. I didn't sleep until 4am last night. How will I go to work if that happens in a few weeks time? I feel my anxiety rising but there is nothing I can do. I don't even have my lamp to read by as its been taken for one of the visitors. I long to sleep. I long to run away and just have a few days and nights by myself to rest and go to sleep. I want the people downstairs to stop talking. I want someone to take this insomnia away from me. It's become a habit and now somehow I have to break it but whilst the thing that caused it to form is still here and my main coping strategy, to get up and move to a different room, is no longer available. Ideas welcome!
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